You know this is an incredibly important comment and question so thank you for it.

I grappled with this problem for a very long time myself and I can truly identify with what you’re feeling because I felt and experience similar things myself. As you might know from having read some of my articles, there are a few instances where I tend to bash what I consider to be the ‘positivity’ movement and I think this question and the problem that you face are the reasons why I do it.

It seems that the positivity movement tells us that all negative thoughts and feelings are bad; that they will cause bad things to happen to us. We are given general definitions as to what is supposedly good and what is supposedly bad, but basically speaking any kind of emotion or thought that does not meet the standard of goodness/good-feeling is wrong and must be banished at all cost.

Perhaps you believe, like I do, that thoughts create reality. As such you might consider every negative feeling and thought to be dangerous because indeed you do not want bad things to happen to you or the ones that you care about. When you believe this, and act with this belief in mind therefore, without understanding the great complexity of how it is exactly that thoughts go about creating the basis of this reality, you are indeed putting yourself in a very difficult position, one that could lead you to much grief.

The reality is that not every thought that you have will create in the way that most believe; that is thoughts do not become instantaneously real like they do in dreams for example. The ‘positivity’ movement uses the fear of the power of thought to imply a certain karma of sorts and makes people fear just like the church once made people fear that they would go to hell if they did or thought the wrong things.

The world though is far more complex than this black and white reasoning and while it is true that thoughts make up the framework of our reality, it is not true that things are as simple as; you feel good you get good and you feel bad or negative and you get bad.
Thoughts are actually there to help you and the free-flow of them is critical to good mental health. Feeling negative emotion is necessary and the more that you try to force yourself away from negative feelings, the worse that this battle will become until you finally fail. This eventual failure can even cause mental problems if you are not careful.

Now I know that this article seems to imply by the name that you should banish all negativity but in reality what it is telling you is that you need to use this negativity in order to discover beliefs that are detrimental to you personally and correct them ‘if you so desire’. Beliefs are the key here, not thoughts.

With that in mind, try this and see how it works for you:

First of all, understand that your mind, contrary to popular new age opinion, is not an evil thing that must be destroyed. Realize that your mind is an incredibly powerful tool that is always trying to help you and its job is to make sure that you survive and thrive in any situation. When you feel negative you are most likely thinking something negative ‘for you personally’; these thoughts are not evil and your mind is not trying to sabotage you. It is actually trying to make you win in any situation.

If for example it plays over and over some terrible scenario then it does so in order to try and warn you of something. Think of it like your early warning system; what do you need to do now in order to avoid this bad occurrence? Trust your feelings and examine this dark mental situation logically; does the fact that you are feeling some negative emotion about your car mean that you need to take it to the repair shop? Perhaps your mind is telling you that you need to be more careful on the road for some reason. The deeper mind has the ability to examine things with a logic that is so powerful that your conscious mind alone cannot fully understand all these permutations. Trust your mind when it speaks to you, don’t just try and banish what you think is a negative thought or emotion.

Examine your mind and these intuitions by asking yourself, “why?”. Why are you feeling this way? Why are you having those thoughts? If you are having negative thoughts about your car breaking down for example, ask yourself why you feel or think this. Your answer might be simply “because my car sucks” or “because I am a negative idiot”. But don’t stop there; ask yourself “why?” again. Your answer might be, “because it’s an old car” or “because I have evil thoughts”. Keep going like this until you are confident that you have discovered the belief that makes you think what you are thinking. All thoughts and emotions can be traced back to a belief, sometimes it’s even a belief that you are taking at face value but it is actually a belief that someone else has and you are picking up on it in one way or another

When you discover this belief, decide if it is a worthy thing to believe. Does this belief help you or hinder you? Should you change it? If the answer is yes then logically tell yourself why this belief is wrong every time you experience negativity. For example, you could tell yourself that yes indeed your car is old but there are many good cars out there that have lasted incredibly long and indeed your car could last a lifetime as many cars have.

Also decide that you will spend some time each day meditating on a more empowering belief to replace the old one. Take 5 to 30 minutes each day and contemplate something better. Perhaps you can contemplate having a great car. Trust that you have the power to change things that you do not like. Know that you are doing all that you can, you are acting impeccably and therefore you can give up worry because there is nothing more that you can do.

This is a process that you must work on yourself diligently. If you do so, you will find that your negativity will decrease and perhaps go away completely. You will also discover your great intuition and how to use it to your advantage in any situation.

There once was an old farmer who’s son fell from the roof of his cottage while trying to fix it. Unfortunately the young broke his leg when he fell.
All the neighbors came over and wept telling the old farmer that he was very unfortunate. The old farmer replied, “good?bad??” and he shrugged his shoulders.
A week later the country was invaded and all the young men of the village were conscripted to go fight in the war. Because the farmer’s son had a broken leg, he was spared from this awful duty.
The neighbors ran over to the farmer and congratulated him on his good fortune. The farmer replied, “good?Bad??”, and he shrugged his shoulders.

No to my knowledge there is no way to get rid of such gifts, it would be like saying, “flower, become less because you are too lovely”. I suppose you could mask your gifts like some people mask their beauty but that is no answer in my opinion.

I believe that the only option that you have is to grow more, not grow less. You can do this in two ways;
-first you could read an implement the information in that book that I keep mentioning endlessly above. You will find then that all that supposed bad energy that you, as a sensitive, are forced to deal with, that hurts so much, and believe me I know how much it hurts, can become a source of power for you instead of a source of pain.
-Secondly, you can begin to grow by controlling your emotions and attention. I am not telling you to stop feeling, I am saying that you can grow immensely by controlling your attention and emotions so that you only feed, through your feelings and attention, only those things that you want in your life, as opposed to everything that you are forced sometimes to pick up with your very sharp senses.

Hi Lisa, sorry for the late reply, hectic couple of weeks.
This would be the same unbending intent technique that I mention in my Create a Servitor: Harness the Power of Thought Forms, and in the the article on this page, How to Create a Servitor to Do Your Bidding
I would even recommend this article, “The Occult Experience”: Question 1, Belief Creation, if you would like to have a more refined explanation of it.

Thank you!

I’m glad you are being patient and taking the work seriously, just remember that this is a not an overnight thing (it takes time and unbending intent). I look forward to answering any questions you may have.

Hi Brandon,
Thank you for your kind words.
I am by no means an expert in these other techniques, but what I can perceive when I look into them is that the many techniques vary in accordance to the fundamental intent of the particular person that is using them.
Generally speaking, it seems to be that the OUT polarity is being used in that the practitioners seem to be trying to directly manipulate the energy they are trying to deal with. They are using the OUT polarity in order to transmute this energies intent from one thing to another. In order to do this, they are most often not engaging this OUT polarity directly but are working on their own beliefs in order to do this. Since they are not using the OUT polarity directly and are instead using internal images and words to try to consciously manipulate energy, it can be that they may end up using any one of the three polarities to finally accomplish what they wish to do. The OUT polarity is the most often one used I think, and the most wasteful energetically speaking.

I personally find such energetic actions inefficient, and as I have mentioned in my books, I do find that working with just beliefs and internal images to be inefficient; my belief through direct knowledge on this is that the mind should be bypassed and that the pumps (for example) should be engaged directly. This is so because the mind, being that it is a part of us that is being directly affected by the Archonic force, is constantly fighting and creating dualities; it is an opposer that will forever fight itself. What this means is that even though you might have worked with this energy and neutralized some of it, there is always some opposition to this action within your own mind that will make complete energetic transmutation impossible until you have gained a great deal of personal mental efficiency. And of course there’s always the most inefficient aspect about this, which is the fact that since you are most often using the OUT polarity to try and transmute energy, you are wasting energy as opposed to absorbing it and using it for your own energetic gain.
My perceptions are that such techniques usually employ the OUT polarity and that they also do not work with energy directly, even though this is the general perception of these energy workers, but instead that they work through psychology, beliefs and mental images, as opposed to moving the energy itself directly. Further I find that such manipulations are inefficient because they use energy to change energy but then do not absorb all that hard work. In the end such energy work is most draining and no one can maintain it for long, or could possibly use such techniques against very powerful opposition.

Hi Zos,
Yes, I would say that this is a common experience. Its sort of like taking off a pair of glasses that had been obscuring your vision, so that as you pay more and more attention to this previously seldom considered thing, the more that it affects your life.
There are many, more than some might imagine, that would like to just never have to see or know anything about the energetic reality of the world they are a part of. The reason for this is pain, but not the pain of of knowing that they are being depleted of energy, that is no real pain at all; for most it is pleasure to rant and rave, to cry, to fear, to love with utter and silly abandon. The pain that they don’t want is the pain of conscious effort; of consciously taking responsibility for they energetic fate.
You have decided to face this truth and to make the conscious effort to overcome this negativity and depredation, so now that you are focusing on it, the truth of it becomes harder and harder to ignore, and the extent of it is revealed to you. This can be a slow and ongoing process at times.
And like a physical exercise that you may have never or seldom done before, it is hard at first, and there is some struggle. But as you continue and your awareness and power grow, you may find that the initial pain is nothing compared to the eventual reward.

I find that altered states, meaning other states that access different types of mind, are generally favorable and I am currently working on a book that deals with this topic to some extent. To access the other and to use it to your benefit is positive from the Alchemical point of view. But as you point out, to have others try to do the programming, or in other words, to allow others to try to do it to you is indeed spooky to say the least. I personally, and this is my opinion only, feel that it is better to teach myself to work on myself, and to keep the influences of others, no matter who they may be or profess to be, out of my head.

Human beings are far more resilient and powerful than even I give them credit for on occasion. What I mean by this is that we can adapt to a certain degree to the many radiations that we must endure. As technology progresses, these radiations will only increase in number, and naturally most will adapt in a very organic way, but along with this unconscious adaptation that the body performs, we can augment our abilities by consciously directing how this energy is processed in our body-being. The techniques presented in my books can help with all of this and if a person dedicates enough time and effort to mastering these techniques, they can use them to find balance in any environment that can sustain human life.