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The Hidden Meta Architecture Behind Consciousness: Why Ancient Sorcerers Chased Power… and Why Most Failed

Look around you. The frustration you feel, the patterns you can’t seem to break, the constant cycle of trying to change your life only to end up back where you started; these are just symptoms. The real battle is happening at a level most people don’t even know exists. Beneath the surface of daily life lies a forgotten concept: a meta-structure that quietly governs our consciousness, our attention, and our very identity. This deep dive takes you on a journey through the fringes of human understanding, weaving together the secrets of ancient sorcerers, the implications of modern AI, and the chaotic nature of true freedom. It forces you to question the invisible rules you’ve been playing by and exposes why mainstream self-help keeps you running in circles. If you are ready to stop managing the effects of your reality and start understanding the architecture that creates it, step inside. The door is open, but be warned: once you look behind the curtain, there is no going back.

The Meta Problem: Why Reality Is Built Like a Hall of Mirrors

Modern people have an almost pathological love for straight lines. We adore them with a desperate, almost childlike fervor. Our world is constructed from them. We build flowcharts to map our ambitions and timelines to cage the relentless march of time itself. We slice reality into neat little segments of cause and effect as though the universe were a tidy spreadsheet designed by a profoundly nervous accountant suffering from a caffeine addiction and an unhealthy, obsessive relationship with color-coded tabs.

First this happens.
Then that happens.
And then because of that one specific thing, this other predictable event occurs.

The human mind craves linearity because it is comforting. It provides the soothing illusion that reality behaves like a reliable train schedule, always arriving on time at its designated station… instead of an exploding jazz performance conducted by a committee of drunk octopi in zero gravity.

But as you push deeper into the examination of existence, things become stranger and more fluid. Reality is not truly linear. It refuses to be tamed by our desire for order. It is meta structured. And the failure to comprehend this fundamental truth creates what I call the meta problem.

What Is Meta?

The word meta is used with lazily in modern culture. People toss it around to mean self-referential, ironic, or somehow detached and superior to something else. But that is not the definition I am using here.

In the context of consciousness, sorcery, manifestation, psychology, systems theory, language, and reality itself, meta refers to the structures that shape other structures.

A meta act is an act performed on a piece of a system in order to alter the behavior of the whole.
That is the key.
Not above.
Not superior.
Not detached.
Interwoven.

A meta structure is not sitting on top of reality like a king on a throne. It exists as part of a simultaneous gestalt where all structures influence one another continuously.

The modern mind asks its favorite question:
Which came first, the chicken or the egg?

The meta perspective offers a radically different answer. Neither. Both emerge from a larger system of simultaneous conditions that make their existence possible. The chicken depends on the egg for its birth. The egg depends on the chicken to be laid. Both depend on genetics. Genetics depend on environments. Environments depend on ecosystems. Ecosystems depend on astronomical stability. Astronomical stability depends on forces born in the hearts of distant stars. Stars depend on earlier cosmic conditions…

And around and around it goes, a dizzying spiral until one realizes the universe resembles less a straight line and more a multidimensional spider web designed by a mathematically unstable deity with a fondness for recursion. Reality is layered, but not vertically like floors in a building. Reality is recursively layered like a coral reef in shifting tide: full of recognizable shapes that only pretend to be separate before dissolving back into the same living flow.

A gestalt is less like a coral reef during a tide shift: thousands of creatures, currents, colors, and chemical exchanges, all distinct enough to point at but impossible to separate without ruining the whole shimmering circus. Everything blends into everything else, the boundaries mostly existing for the convenience of creatures who like labeling things… humans, for example.

The Illusion of Sequential Reality

Human beings perceive time sequentially because our nervous systems are wired to process experience in discrete slices. We live through moments one after another, so we mistakenly assume reality itself is fundamentally sequential.

But many systems are actually simultaneous in their operation. Language provides a perfect example. When you hear a sentence, your brain processes it word by word, yet meaning does not emerge from the individual words alone. Meaning blossoms from the relational structure between all the words at once.

The meaning of that very first word can be entirely reshaped by the final word you hear. The final word gains its full significance from the context provided by the first one. Context continuously rewrites interpretation in real time. The structure behaves meta-relationally.

Your own mind functions this way as well. A feedback loop of pure existence. Your beliefs shape your emotions, which then shape your perception of events. That perception shapes where you direct your attention, and your attention determines what you encode into memory. Finally, your memories turn around and reinforce or reshape your original beliefs.

This is not linear causality. This is recursive causality in a complex system. And once this truth sinks into your bones, the entire idea of manifestation, sorcery, psychology, identity formation, and even artificial intelligence starts to look very different indeed.

The Meta Problem

The meta problem emerges with frustrating clarity when people attempt to solve a problem directly while completely ignoring the structures that generate the problem in the first place.

Most human beings spend their lives attacking symptoms. Very few choose to alter systems.

A person might say I want confidence. So they attempt to behave confidently, practicing speeches and forcing a smile. But true confidence is not merely an outward behavior. It emerges from deeply interconnected systems: biology, memory, social conditioning, emotional reinforcement, identity structures, attention patterns, internal language, and embodied experience all woven together into a single complex whole.

Trying to force confidence directly while ignoring these systems is like attempting to improve a tree by yelling motivational phrases at a leaf.
The leaf is not the system.

The meta act is the act of altering those deep structures that generate the desired outcome in the first place. This is why profound transformation often appears indirect on the surface.

You improve sleep.
The mind becomes clearer.
Clarity improves emotional regulation.
Emotional regulation improves social interaction.
Social interaction improves self image.
Self image improves confidence.

One alteration reshapes the whole.
Complex systems behave this way constantly.

Chaos mathematics demonstrates that even tiny alterations in initial conditions can produce radically different outcomes over time. Small structural changes ripple outward through interconnected networks like a stone dropped into a still pond. Reality is astonishingly sensitive to relationship, and this principle is precisely why ancient sorcerers obsessed so relentlessly over power. Power as structural influence.

Meta Structures and Artificial Intelligence

Oddly enough, modern artificial intelligence provides one of the clearest and most sophisticated examples of meta structuring ever invented by humankind. Consider the task of creating a brilliant software program using a Large Language Model. The linear thinker approaches this problem with simple brute force: write one prompt, get one output, then manually fix any problems that arise. It is slow, tedious, and limited and linear.

But the meta thinker immediately sees the hidden architecture beneath the surface. Why use one intelligence process when multiple interconnected processes can recursively improve one another? This is the very foundation of agentic systems.

One model plans the strategy. Another critiques the plan for flaws. A third rewrites the code for efficiency. A fourth fact-checks all data points. A fifth optimizes style and user interface. A sixth simulates the end-user experience to predict reactions. A seventh monitors logical consistency throughout the entire process.

The result is not simply additive. It becomes emergent.

The system begins producing outputs of a quality no single isolated process could reliably generate alone. This is meta layering in action, pure and simple.

What is fascinating is that modern technology is accidentally rediscovering something ancient traditions understood intuitively for millennia. Transformation rarely occurs through isolated effort. It occurs through orchestrated structures.

The magician creates rituals, the monk creates disciplines, the psychologist creates behavioral systems, the programmer creates agents, and the alchemist creates symbolic architectures. Different costumes for the same fundamental principle. All are attempts to alter the structures that generate reality.

The modern world calls this agentic architecture. Ancient sorcerers called it hunting power. Frankly, the only real difference is that modern people use APIs while ancient mystics used incense and stared dramatically into caves for concerning lengths of time.

The Sorcerer’s Dilemma

This line of thought leads directly to one of the oldest and most persistent magical questions imaginable. Do you pursue the thing you want directly? Or do you upgrade yourself first so that getting what you want becomes far easier? At first glance, upgrading yourself seems obviously superior. If you become stronger, wiser, more disciplined, more focused, and more perceptive, then surely acquiring everything else becomes easier.

And this is absolutely true, but the path contains a subtle trap. Because there is no upper limit to self-improvement. A person can spend decades endlessly preparing for life without ever truly entering it.

Ancient sorcerers understood this problem intimately because they lived with it every single day. Many pursued power obsessively. They cultivated energy, performed rituals, expanded perception, mastered concentration, and built psychic resilience. But some became tragically trapped by the very power they sought.

They became so fascinated with increasing their capability that they forgot the purpose that capability was meant to serve in the first place. A swordsman may sharpen his blade forever and still never leave the house to face a real battle. Meanwhile reality continues moving forward, indifferent to your preparation.

Enemies gather strength. Time passes without mercy. Bodies age. Civilizations collapse under their own weight. Taxes continue arriving with the demonic inevitability of cosmic entropy.

One must therefore understand the meta structure of power itself. Power is not the final goal.
Freedom is.

Hunting Power

Ancient systems of sorcery often described self-transformation as acquiring power or hunting power, and this was not merely a metaphorical turn of phrase. Power referred to an increased capacity to influence perception, emotion, attention, energy, behavior, and one’s very experience of reality itself.

The methods varied wildly across cultures and centuries, but the underlying mechanics were remarkably similar in their application. They all relied

Focused attention.
Repetition.
Symbolic reinforcement.
Emotional intensity.
Visualization.
Embodied ritual.
Identity restructuring.

The forms changed with culture, but the mechanics remained constant. One sorcerer used chants to focus the mind. Another used sigils as a symbolic anchor. Another used meditation to quiet internal noise. Another used guided visualization or specific movements like dance or martial arts. Some even practiced controlled dreaming.

Underneath all of these varied techniques was the same core principle: attention reorganizes reality. At minimum, it reorganizes personal reality, and that is extraordinarily important because human beings do not interact with objective existence directly. We interact only with our interpreted version of existence, filtered through our senses and our mind.

The nervous system filters reality continuously, deciding what to let in and what to block out. What you repeatedly focus on becomes neurologically reinforced. The pathways get stronger. What becomes reinforced becomes perceptually dominant in your world. And what becomes perceptually dominant begins shaping your behavior without your conscious knowledge. That new behavior reshapes your circumstances, which then reshapes your identity over time. Again we see it: recursive systems and meta structures at work behind the scenes of your life.

Manifestation and Neural Sorcery

Take the classic example from neurolinguistic programming often called the swish pattern. The idea seems simple on the surface. A negative emotional pattern is interrupted and replaced repeatedly with a desired emotional state or symbolic image until the new response becomes automatic.

But beneath that simple description, something far more interesting and powerful is happening. Attention is being forcibly redirected away from old pathways. Associative networks in the brain are being rewired. Emotional energy is being reassigned to new thoughts. Identity structures are being subtly but fundamentally altered. The old neural pathway weakens through disuse. The new pathway strengthens with every repetition.

The Swish Pattern: a rapid perceptual shift technique where an unwanted mental image is replaced by a preferred one before your brain has time to argue about it.

Neurons that fire together wire together, as modern neuroscience likes to say, while conveniently pretending ancient mystics had not already stumbled onto suspiciously similar conclusions thousands of years ago while hallucinating beside campfires.

As your focus accumulates in a specific direction, the very structures of possibility begin changing around you. New opportunities appear where there were none before. Synchronicities increase in frequency and meaning. Your behavior shifts subtly but significantly. Your perception alters to notice new things. Different decisions emerge from your clearer state of mind. Eventually, entire life trajectories can change course.

Was this magic? Psychology? Manifestation? Neurology? The answer is irritatingly meta: yes to all of them.

The Inner Alchemist

The modern inner alchemist differs from many older models of sorcery in one important and crucial respect. The focus is not on domination. It is on liberation.

Older sorcery houses often became trapped by their obsession with material power, status, control, influence, and acquisition. But the deeper realization is that an obsession with power can itself become another prison, perhaps even more confining than the one you started in.

The inner alchemist seeks just enough stability to escape perpetual survival mode. This is where something like Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs becomes vitally important.

Maslow’s hierarchy of needs is the idea that humans grow through layers of motivation, starting with basic survival and moving toward meaning. At its simplest:

  • Basic needs — food, water, safety
  • Social needs — belonging, connection
  • Esteem needs — feeling valued
  • Self‑actualization — becoming your fullest self

The core idea: you’re more likely to chase purpose and creativity once your body and life feel secure.

A starving person cannot meditate effectively on transcendence because hunger keeps hijacking their attention every twelve seconds. A person drowning in chaos cannot sustain deep internal work because the need for basic survival consumes all available cognitive bandwidth. Therefore, the inner alchemist attempts to establish stability first and foremost.
Enough safety.
Enough resources.
Enough autonomy.
Enough peace.
Not infinite wealth or endless accumulation, just enough structural support to reclaim attention from the demands of mere existence.

Because attention is the true currency of this world. Where attention goes, reality reorganizes itself in response. It is a principle as old as thought itself.

Escaping the Matrix

The metaphor of the matrix appears in so many traditions because human beings instinctively recognize these systems of invisible conditioning that shape our lives. Social systems, economic systems, psychological systems, ideological systems, and emotional systems all operate around us. Most people exist inside these structures their entire lives without ever consciously examining their walls or bars.

Ancient traditions personified these controlling forces as demons, archons, spirits, cosmic jailers, the con, or the illusion builders. Modern language uses different terms like conditioning, systems theory, propaganda, consumerism, algorithmic influence, trauma loops, and behavioral engineering. It is all different language describing the exact same phenomenon.

The inner alchemist seeks freedom from unconscious structural control. Not through fantasy or denial of reality, nor by abandoning the world entirely into some spiritual nirvana. But through a conscious relationship with attention, identity, emotion, perception, and energy.

The goal is not to gain infinite power inside the cage. The true goal is understanding the cage well enough to stop mistaking it for the whole universe. You must see the bars for what they are before you can learn how to walk through them.

The Final Meta

And this finally brings us to the deepest meaning of meta. A meta act is the act of improving one piece in order to transform the whole system. A person upgrades their perception to alter their behavior. They alter their behavior to reshape their identity. And they alter their identity to fundamentally change their destiny.

A civilization improves its methods of communication and accidentally transforms the consciousness of every citizen. A programmer improves prompts and accidentally creates emergent intelligence systems that think for themselves. A sorcerer disciplines their attention and in doing so, accidentally reshapes their very experience of reality itself.

Everything influences everything else. Nothing exists independently or in a vacuum. Reality is not a ladder you climb one rung at a time. It is a living network of simultaneous relationships continuously generating one another in an endless dance. And this means something both terrifying and beautiful for every human being.
Every small act matters.
Every moment of focus matters.
Every repeated thought matters.
Every structure contributes to every other structure without our consent or knowledge!

The old sorcerers knew this, although they wrapped it in enough symbols and cryptic language to make it sound as though enlightenment required surviving a theatrical scavenger hunt designed by sleep-deprived circus clowns.

The modern world is rediscovering the same profound truth through neuroscience, systems theory, artificial intelligence, and complexity mathematics. The names change with each generation. The underlying principle remains eternal.
To change reality, one rarely attacks reality directly. One alters the structures that generate it.
That is the meta.

And perhaps the strangest part of all is this: The moment you truly understand the meta problem, you begin realizing that the person attempting to change reality is also a vital part of the reality being changed. You cannot stand outside the system to fix it. The observer is inside the system. Which means the final upgrade was never merely the world around you. It was always and only you.

Addendum: The Tightrope of Awareness

But do hold this thought close to your heart, for it is the cornerstone of true understanding:
Do not become trapped inside a single layer of the structure. That was the great folly that consumed many of the old sorcerers.

They became utterly obsessed with power for its own sake, a pursuit as hollow as an echo in a vast cavern. Their existence devolved into endless struggles for dominance, a ceaseless war against shadows. Endless rituals were performed not for wisdom but for more strength, more influence, more control over the levers of reality itself.

In many ways it was simply a far more theatrical and dangerous version of keeping up with the Joneses, except instead of buying a slightly larger lawn ornament they were attempting to bend reality itself into increasingly elaborate pretzel shapes. The sheer spectacle was mesmerizing but ultimately meaningless. And so many of them forgot the point entirely. As Plato wrote (and as Socrates bombastically explained to anyone who would listen) they chased the shadows on the cave wall and somehow managed to overlook the rather obvious sun blazing outside.

Attention is limited. Time is limited. Energy is limited, a finite resource that cannot be manufactured from nothing.

A human life is astonishingly short when measured against the size of existence. You only possess so much focus, so much emotional energy, so much awareness to direct toward the structures of your reality. Be extremely careful where you place it, for it is the seed of what will grow within you.

Because attention feeds systems. What you repeatedly energize begins to shape you in return, molding your very consciousness into its image. This is why understanding the meta structure is so important. Reality is not made of isolated pieces sitting neatly beside one another like canned soup on a supermarket shelf. It is a gestalt of interconnected existence, a living conglomeration of energy where every thread affects the whole. Everything participates in everything else.

The chicken does not merely come from the egg, nor does the egg merely come from the chicken. Both arise simultaneously from a deeper relational structure that allows both to exist at all. Once you begin to see reality this way, with your eyes opened to its true, intricate nature, everything changes. You stop trying to force isolated outcomes and begin working on the structures that generate those outcomes in the first place.

You stop obsessing over symptoms and begin altering systems from their very root. You stop asking only how to gain power and begin asking what that power is actually for, questioning its purpose with ruthless honesty. This is why my books are structured the way they are, each one a stepping stone on a longer path.

Each layer supports the next. Each technique feeds the others like streams converging into a river. Each piece of the system strengthens the whole until it becomes an unshakeable fortress of awareness. The meta structure itself is part of the teaching, not just the container for it.

In my book The Magnum Opus, the early stages focus heavily on the acquisition of energy, attention, discipline, visualization, emotional control, and internal power. This is done not because power itself is the final goal, but because power without direction is useless, a rudderless ship in a storm, and direction without energy is impossible.

  • First you learn to stop leaking energy through the cracks of distraction and fear.
  • Then you learn to gather it, drawing it into your core the way a star pulls its own fire together, brightening not by taking in light but by becoming the place where it’s made.
  • Then you learn to direct it with precision toward the realities you wish to build.
  • And then you learn to transform your reality with it, reshaping the clay of existence.

And ultimately, the goal is not merely comfort, wealth, influence, or even psychic ability. These are pleasant byproducts but never the destination. The goal is freedom. Freedom from unconscious systems that drive you like a puppet on strings. Freedom from emotional imprisonment in the cage of past traumas and future anxieties.

Freedom from endless reactive existence where you are merely a mirror reflecting the world’s chaos back at itself. And most importantly, freedom from the Archonic cage that keeps human beings trapped in cycles of distraction, fear, survival, and mechanical living. That is the real meta upgrade, the ultimate prize.

Not becoming stronger merely to dominate the game, but becoming aware enough to stop being consumed by it entirely. To see the board, to see the players, to see the rules, and then to choose whether or not to play. And that is the tightrope every true inner alchemist must walk, balancing on a wire of pure consciousness high above the world.

You must build enough stability to survive the currents below. You need enough power to transform your own vessel. But you require enough awareness to remain free from the intoxicating lure of control. And all the while you must do it without forgetting why the journey began in the first place: for liberation, not for another, more ornate prison!

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12 responses to “The Hidden Meta Architecture Behind Consciousness: Why Ancient Sorcerers Chased Power… and Why Most Failed”

  1. Ali Ansari Avatar
    Ali Ansari

    I think we need more comprehensive versions of your books. That being said, I like your approach in contemplating the concept of manifestation and sorcery. The ultimate prize is liberation and freedom. But I also think that indulging in manifestation for lower purposes is okay, too. Just because some old sorcerers had lost themselves in another prison, we shouldn’t prevent ourselves to pursue certain paths. Liberation is a great goal. But as you mentioned in your article, a hungry person cannot reach liberation. Well, in some parts of the world, sorcery is essential to get what you want for survival. The definition of “having enough basic resources” vary from place to place. In some places, the corruption of high officials is so deep that nobody can have enough resources for survival without getting help from sorcery. I know that life is short. But if I don’t carry out necessary actions and operations, life can become even shorter. Oppressors, corrupt elites, super thieves, and their mindless followers can have immense influence over the lives of the majority. Someone has to address these. And when physical routes to have a normal life such as elections are rigged, there is no other way. In such a situation (which may show itself even in the most free parts of the world like the US), one must choose between passivity and active participation in the efforts that are being made to have a basic normal life. Once the normal life is realized to some extent, we can certainly set freedom as our goal.

    1. John Avatar
      John

      Indeed, but do remember that such corruption is sometimes the result of seeking too much power. We must all learn where to draw the line in relation to the pure acquisition of power.
      Or to put it in a way that might be more understandable, true power isn’t the ability to influence the cage you exist in, it is the power to be able to leave the cage completely. True power is utter freedom.
      Now this does not mean that there isn’t a cage above or beyond that cage that you just left, all as meta as I try to explain in this article, but an inner alchemist always seeks more space, they seek the unknown, not just simplistic ideas of force.

      And as far as my books go, I am hoping that these articles do help with some of that expansion of comprehensiveness.

      1. Ali Ansari Avatar
        Ali Ansari

        I agree. But I don’t see a final solution. It seems to be an infinite loop. Those corrupt individuals were in my position fifty years ago. So if I focus on defeating them, I may just end up being corrupt, too. But the solution is somehow vague in my opinion. What does it mean to attain utter freedom? Freedom from what? Or perhaps freedom to what? What does it mean to go beyond this game? I have never came across anything beyond human world. I’ve seen a lot of paranormal things in my life, and I have some experience in such activities. Yet, I don’t really understand what you are talking about. I cannot imagine anything beyond human world. Even when I thought that I was far away from human world, there was something that pulled me back into the home station and its affairs. Either I don’t have enough energy or awareness, or there is nothing beyond human world, be it physical or psychical. I believe you when you say there are more, but to be honest, I can’t see it. And when I try to see it, a new distraction appears and drags me down to the earth.

        1. John Avatar
          John

          Well you have definitely hit upon the true extent of the cage when you say, “And when I tried to see it, a new distraction appears to drag me down-to-earth.”
          That is quite literally what I mean by the ‘gravity’ of the Archon, by the illusion of the matrix.

          What is there beyond physicality, well I suppose we will all figure that out at the end of our lives. But the inner alchemist believes that such a journey is possible now, even within the confines of this most persistent cage.
          As such, I have written books on the subject. The most substantive in this regard is, “The Way Of The Projectionist”. There we find a reality beyond the physicality of the outer world, and that inner world we may call dreaming.
          Inner alchemists believe and practice the art of being ‘in dreaming’. This is not a metaphor; it is being in dreaming. It is an incredibly difficult process, but as you move through the rooms of the projectionist, this process begins to detach the self from the machine of the Archon as it were.
          There are even practitioners that in being in dreaming, becoming no longer in what you term physicality. This is an audacious step, and it leads to the third book in the trilogy of books that I’ve written, “The Way Of The Death Defier”.

          1. Ali Ansari Avatar
            Ali Ansari

            I have read your book, The Way of the Projectionist, and I have achieved some unbelievable results. However, they are not very otherworldly. They are essentially related to this human world. I think I have a strong inclination toward the OUT polarity. My second inclination is toward the IN polarity. And I can confidently say that I know almost nothing about the VOID polarity. By “knowing,” I mean having direct experience with it.

            I can easily use the other two polarities in this physical world, meaning that I can move laterally. But upward movement is unimaginable to me. Sometimes I think there is no such thing. But I still have hope, because I have no other alternative for escaping the meaninglessness of this human world.

            And I have to confess that your other book, The Way of the Death Defier, scares me to such an extent that I cannot read some parts of it. Well… I mean… the majority of it. I do not know why, but that book feels as though I am stepping into my final demise. It smells of death in a deeply unsettling way. It puts my mind under immense pressure that becomes intolerable very quickly. And I have to put the book aside and come back to it a few months later.

          2. John Avatar
            John

            Certain inner alchemists say that death is the only challenge worthy of us. They say that anything else is just re-arraigning the furniture in the cage.
            But this is a conclusion that ultimately you have to come to yourself. And interestingly, the only way for you to do that is to either learn to see at a deep level, or become a projectionist that can go deep enough to see the boundaries between life and death.
            If you have had good results as a projectionist, then I suggest continuing with that and you might come to the conclusions that suit you best. I can only describe the way of inner alchemy, it is up to you to take it as far as it can go. Each person must follow their own unique way.

  2. eliz car Avatar
    eliz car

    I have a conceptual game for me … based on the series Star Trek. My body is the Enterprise, my mind/heart/soul is the Captain, and my spirit is the effort of the ‘elementals’ mastery (crew) keeping the system moving through all kinds of upheavals. My attention feeds this system well!

    1. John Avatar
      John

      I love this metaphor and interestingly it is something that Gene Roddenberry, the creator of Star Trek actually posited himself.
      Roddenberry said he “took the perfect person and divided him into the three:
      – the administrative courageous part (Kirk)
      -the logical part (Spock)
      -in the humanist part (McCoy)

      Psychologist later pointed out that Scotty clearly functions as the fourth psychological component which is the bodily survival oriented part, even though Roddenberry didn’t mention him in his own triad.

      Not quite what you had in mind perhaps, but I thought you might be interested in this little tidbit.

      This is such an interesting little side note, I’ll make a note and see if I can write an article on it.

  3. Morgan Avatar
    Morgan

    I love your work. I always come back to it. I read it along side Ivan Antic.

    The Energy Eating is subtly life changing. That one principle/practice changed/is changing my course.

    Nothing else had worked. But that principle/practice has. It was like being un-lied to.

    Your words continue to undo me.

    Thank you for more than you can know.

    1. John Avatar
      John

      Thank you Morgan!

  4. Alleister Avatar
    Alleister

    Hello John, I come seeking advice for this rut I’ve found myself in (and it is indirectly related to the subject of this article). I’ll state it plainly first: I desire a relationship/companionship. But, even after many years, I have yet to be even given the chance to start one with someone. I can make friends pretty easily, but finding anyone with a romantic interest has been effectively impossible. By this point, I can’t help but feel it’s some rotten form of bad luck that systematically ensures nothing ever changes and I remain single. Therefore, I want to turn to inner alchemy to try and reshape these fundamental meta forces that seem to be keeping this dreadful status quo. I’ve read almost all of your books and have a pretty strong grasp on most of the concepts behind attention, focus, and energy. But where I struggle, and would like your advice, would be how to best implement the ideas/plan to achieve my outcome. I know it could be sigils, servitors, those energy manifestation balls at the end of the magnum opus, or any of the other symbolic attention based methods. I want to know what you would do in a situation like this where you want to systematically achieve a given outcome. I can’t remember which exact book it was in (maybe the wealth one), but I know you once shared an anecdote of how you once really wanted some rare CD’s from an artist and you managed to synchronize reality to where you found a box of them on the street. I would hope I could also synchronize a chance meeting with the right person for me. I’ve attempted partial rituals in a similar vein before, but one issue I face is particularly with visualization. I know it is unwise to do rituals towards a known person to try and influence them. However, it is tough to try and thoroughly visualize a desired companion without having an actual physical look to go off of. Would I be better off trying to keep it super general and vague, or is it fine to try and narrow some aspects for visualization sake, like brunette? Either way, any advice that you may have would be greatly appreciated, especially if you could suggest any specific plan like “try (x multiple) techniques for one week each to find what resonates best, and then stick to that”. Thank you in advance for your time

    1. John Avatar
      John

      Before anything else, I should mention that I’m not a professional in any psychological, therapeutic, or relationship related field. What I can offer here is simply how an inner alchemist would approach a situation like the one you’re describing, based on the principles of that system.
      Feeling stuck in a long term pattern like this can be incredibly frustrating, especially when you already understand the concepts of attention, focus, and energy but aren’t sure how to translate them into a practical plan. The anecdote you mentioned—about synchronizing reality to find those rare CDs—did indeed come from my work with servitors, and that’s why I would point you in that direction first.
      From an inner alchemy standpoint, servitors are often the most systematic and reliable method for shaping a desired outcome. In your case, I would recommend following a precise, step by step approach like the one outlined in How to Create a Servitor Journal. That book goes further than the earlier servitor material and provides a structured process that can help you stay grounded and consistent.
      Two sections in particular tend to be crucial for situations like this: • Working with omens and synchronicities, which helps you recognize the subtle openings and opportunities that arise as your intent begins to align with external events. • Working with personal beliefs, especially around self worth and relationships. Many people underestimate how much their underlying belief structures shape the outcomes they experience, and this method gives you tools to identify and shift those beliefs.
      You’re absolutely right to avoid directing rituals or servitor work toward a specific known person. That can create complications you don’t want. Instead, in this modern age, one practical approach is to generate an image (through a prompt [AI] or other creative method) that captures the general qualities you’re looking for. This gives both you and your servitor a symbolic anchor without tying the work to an actual individual.
      As for visualization, it’s perfectly fine to keep things general if that feels more comfortable. But narrowing down a few broad traits (like hair color or general style) can also help give your intent a clearer shape. The key is not to fixate on a specific person, but to create a symbolic representation of the type of connection you want.
      Finally, remember that synchronicities don’t always manifest as dramatically as a box of rare CDs waiting on the street. Sometimes the alignment comes as a subtle nudge, a small opportunity, or a moment where you need to take the first step. That’s why the deeper work on belief structures and omen tracking can be so valuable.
      If you want the best experience with the journaling process, you can get the print version of the book here. And if the journal isn’t available to you, you can get the e book version from Kobo here.

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Imagine a world where 80% of the human population suddenly goes insane.

How and why does this happen? How do you dose…infect…most of the world?

Does the author know something, knew something, in 2015? Is this a potential future?

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